WAKING ASHLAND - Shades Of Grey

I - and I am to blame
I sit here in shame,
I threw you away again
And I - I send you my best,
I tried to lay this to rest
When you were my everything.

Shades of grey
And please fade away,
And oh what have I said in vein?!

Hey - and I'll look away
Pretend I'm okay,
I'm back on the road again
And please - and could it be true?!
That I still love you,
And my love's unworthy.

Shades of grey
And please fade away,
And oh what have I said in vein?!

Are you listening to my words?!
And I saw your smile pass me by and it landed far from me,
And what does this mean?!

Shades of grey
And please fade away,
Oh what have I said in vein?!

I - and I ran away
For I was afraid,
Afraid you'd be everything.